Rim Of Lids

 
I know the blog is bloody monotonous with the usual rants of work.
No pictures, no nude videos , no interesting contents.
just some fucked up girl with the emotions that got the better of her. Gradually opening up bits to my colleagues, being transferred to a new environment soon.
love it or hate it, I have to [...]

The crybaby-you, from that time on, often

It has been a bed of prickly roses.
I can’t say life is pretty boring nor whoopee exciting, it just possesses a hidden agenda.
Everyday there are things happening to make me feel up or down. And maybe one thing about me in work for 12 hours is that Im not exactly myself.
Im constantly on the alert [...]

Read my perspective of the mind.

Blank and void of emotions is one of the best yet worse things in life.
First, you are just in a daze, nothing is bothering you. Your mind is just in a vague state meaning it is not clearly expressed nor explained.
However, this is when you are realise u are nowhere. No plans no whatsoever.
And then [...]

Gives u hell

I saw him that day.
And it was the rojak of emotions.
Partly uncomfortable with my flickering eyes, happy to see a familiar face and maybe even shame.
This is something I would like to erase so would he. Come to think of it, it wasn’t fair to them at all. I like to categorize myself as a [...]

Frozen

Im trying so hard not to try so hard.
yesyes.
i spend most of the time at work in a daze. Or maybe trying very hard to find something to do. I still have 9 months to go, I wonder how I can survive 0.0
didn’t sign a contract but if I quit within a year, have to [...]

Kingdom

i am in my own world.
i am glad to be in my own bubble but there are always intruders and aggression.
i must protect my kingdom!

-watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballs in 3d.
-shitted twice and ate alot afterwhich ( it’s a big deal to me,okay!) All thanks to honeydew daily!

-am quite surprised that actually routines aren’t so bad afterall. After having regular meals, sleep and so, I feel much better.
- have this really straight forward but easily pekche colleague [...]

Marriane.

the grass is always greener at the other side, but if u leave your spot, can u guarantee the new side would be what u desired?
will the new side be as tolerant of your shortcomings? Once u found someone special, and times goes by, spices become bland, do u dare take the risk?
when people [...]

Om Mi Lim Pei

u know in horror or thriller, there is this guy/ghost always lurking around, finding oppportunities to scare the fuck out of you or just to kill you.
i realised im experiencing it almost every other day.
to the point that I have to anticipate it somewhat  ‘ren ming ly’,( resign to my fate). At times, Im lucky [...]

Saving for the best.

do it ages ago when zw POPed, ( passing out parade).  I did it on a vanguard sheet, omg so old school, i remembered in my primary sch we always did our art work on vanguard.
anyway, he din have a official pop, so I was like oh i’ll meet u outside the camp gates and [...]

Celebrate the Irony

Flynt & Slimmy

A plays the paint application on the com, B plays Solitaire and chats on the phone, C chats on the phone and eats potato chips. D peels the cracked skin on her lips. B helps D to apply eyeshadow.
C refolds and refolds jeans. A sprays the scent can. D paces around, in hope for footsteps. [...]

Jodo

oh my god, wordpress load like ……..      ……….  …
work is so different from the previous few, they DON’T want me to learn things fast. If i asked qns to a particular colleague, she say WHY SO KAN CHIONG?
this is supposed to be a more high end place but they are really flexible. It is only [...]

no rejects now.

Courtney,Rae and Nicole.
Hot faves of mine. weee
THEIR HAIR! especially icy platinum blonde and fiery fierce red!! like WOAH.
omg,  I don’t care I want to do a really drastic change to my hair color.After my paycheck comes in but Im unemployed now.
Omg, unemployed. I was ticking that box when filling up some form and it was [...]

Stew the pews

 
 
 
will be going home later with 3 Happy Meal Toys.
1 Hello Kitty Ring 1 Doraemon Pen 1 Doraemon Sketcher
I am a kid all over again~~~~~~~